chiNky tInKeRbeLL's rAnDoM rANts ...

I'm currently at work now, but there's a part of me that makes me unfocused to what I'm doing. It's freaking making me distructed. I know I'm not okay. But of all things, I'm fighting!

I question a lot. My mind lingers on lots of decisions that I was supposed to do.

I just keep on asking.

Why do people persist in a dissatisfying relationship, unwilling either to work toward solutions or end it and move on? It's because they know changing will lead to the unknown, and most people believe that the unknown will be much more painful than what they're already experiencing.

I really want to fight for this emotional feeling, it's torturing me little by little. And I hate it. I just want to be loved and be happy. Is that so much to ask?! "sigh"