As, always, I've been doing a lot of thinking about finding contentment in myself, and the person I am. There are days I feel like an absolute goddess, and there are days where I feel absolutely disgusted. For the most part, I'm okay. I guess that sometimes I just think that I'll magically wake up one morning with a wonderful body image and incredible self esteem. Until that happens, I do appreciate days where I'm simply contented with being me. I just wish they would last longer.
But right now, I am happy for what I have & for who I am. Though there are really times when I pause for a moment and start to ponder what I've already become, and if I'm happy in this given choice in my life. I was too obvious & was caught by it, so I end up questioning myself even more, “what really makes me happy?”. Uhmmm,I want to be the cause of happiness in someone else’ life and to feel again what it feels like to be fulfilled by doing and having what I want.
It's good thing though, I've already listed in my mind all possible negative repercussions. I hate things going awry. It's just that sometimes, I have a terrible mood swings going from bubbly moment to cranky the next. But still I'm trying to cope up with that emotions. I know life is short to make things complicated. I guess I just need to get out, cheer up & have fun!
Good vibes!
Labels: Just a Thought, Me... Just Me, Randomness
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